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Friday, July 02, 2004 / 4:04 PM
friday 2/7/04 hey guys...we celebrated st john's day to day.we did a marvelous job lo..the banging and stuff like that.i think everyone put in alot of effort and no body is fit to comment on us when they arent even FIT to.u very good meh..like footdrill all this u can do anot?everytime care abt your nails and hair and keep folding your skirt...disgusting.stop looking down on others lo...you dun have the right to anyway. tmr is o'level listening exam liao le.i am sooooo scared.i am so afraid that i may miss out on some important detail and then flunk the paper.haiz~i am so terrified of exams now.ever since my mid year.i think i am not good in studies eh.am i?i also dunno. i dun think i am a good commander lo.frm wad i have heard and seen,i think i am not up to standard.zel says that alvin is that kind everytime punish ppl to make them wake up one.then yumei is that kind of neutral and then very forgiving type.then i am that kind of very motivating and encouraging person.so she says we will have a really good squad.well..regarding this,i am not so sure.i feel so odd being in the squad cos i am a corporal while they 2 are sergeants.feel so lowly man.but its ok...its just that i almost broke down on thursday afternoon.i kept thinking and thinking...then my squad performance so bad...then say tiong's comments...then tmr is sj day...then i ran back to sj room to cool down.then jun dhat and fairuzana came up to me and tell me wad they dun have and like expect me to pass it to them immediately lo.then shamaine very unhappy then tell me to go punish them.so i ask them go run 2 rounds(only!).then i was so filled with rage that i just scolded them.PLEASE LOR...i am NOT YOUR MAID.dun order me around and expect everything to be done for u.those things can be settled long time ago lo..but they choose to tell only now.wad the heck... pn coming..going to dance for it.but honestly,i think i look like an elephant dancing lo..huge and clumsy..i hate. later going for swiss serenade.dunno whether it will sound good not.honestly,the band shows no confidence liddat.like they were forced into this.i see their faces all so unhappy and bored.wonder wad will happen later.haiz. |
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