happenstance

Thursday, June 29, 2006 / 2:15 PM

terrorising

WAHAHAHA.

Math was a flop.Dunno how to do the questions on functions and trigonometry. Crap! Guess i will most probably score a 12 or 15 marks out of the entire paper. Really not optimistic about this.

Geog was all right and i certainly hope i will scrape pass the passing score. Man,all those subduction and plate movements can drive me nuts.

Then there was Econs and well, an E is certain to arise. GP? FORGET IT.

Wah~ Failing grades! That is not very healthy and wise. Sheesh..What will my teachers say? Bet i will be black-listed.

Sigh! This is all my fault. No point regretting over the time wasted but simply think of what to do next. Man...I really dread taking back the results and papers from my tutors cos well, it will be such a horrid disappointment and embarassment. 20%! OMG..I feel terrible.

High chance of failing CT. There goes my 20% of promos. Great. Watta do?

There's my cousin getting married this sat and looking forward to her wedding. She is one wow person. Went to study alone in Soka University in Japan and worked part time to support herself. Really glad that she is finally settling down with the man she loves. How sweet and romantic!A real-life fairytale come true!!

All right there is my lst paper tmr: Literature! Have not finished the novel man. Hah ill-prepared. Nvm after this i shall hit the books.

Definition of mugging
intransitive senses : to pose or make faces especially to attract attention or for a camera

So all you ppl who are mugging,start studying.

Thursday, June 22, 2006 / 11:23 PM

study mania!!!

This shit is BANANAS. Aha. Well i have to say last minute cramming is not of much use. You see my common test starts next Monday and i am NOT prepared at all. I don't even know how to use my GC la. How pathetic. HMM...Quite helpless too. Missed out on a lot of things and not much effort were put in to retrieve them. My fault. Sigh..Gotta miss out on some of the nice things so as to study for this stupid common test la.

What the HECK.

Nevertheless, wee and shar says its worth the sacrifice. Think LONG TERM! But anyway, I didn't complete much today. Especially physical geography which is like a thick thorn in my flesh and i gotta live with it. Man dunno the format of the paper, dunno the basics and worst of all, i have no background in it. WTF. Really man..Can just forsee the huge F or even an Ungraded on my paper. Oh man! The sheer thought of it makes me wanna throw up.

Then there is still the dreaded math which i never seem to get. Esp the GC and its functions which i am not familiar with and the paper is next Tue!! What crap. The first few chapters of math is really unstable cos the make up lessons werent very good and well, its my fault for not understanding them. SHEESH! *messes up hair* Can you imagine flunking math? Think its gonna be quite bad.

Haven really touched econs which is on next Mon. All the shit about the different concepts have yet to be digested and registered. And i have hardly passed my essay questions!! WAH..How to go for exam like tad? Tsk tsk..Praying for the best though. Just hoping to scrape through.

Lit..Hmm.Yet to complete the novel.Yet to do analysis.Yet to memorise the important techniques. Oh my Dickens!!

WAH LAU EH..What the heck did i do with my june hols?!?! It just seem to have flew past LIKE THAT.Quietly and stealthily. Left with almost NO time to revise everything that i have learnt and the feeling now is panic and horror.

I feel like a chicken awaiting for its turn to be slaughtered by the teachers at school. With my poor grades being the huge knife.

GRRRRRRR... Now trying to make up for lost time by being extra hardworking and attempting to register most of the things i am reading now. SIGH. Procrastination never gets anyone anywhere.

Hitting the books tmr once again. Bleah.

Monday, June 19, 2006 / 11:16 PM

back!

Annyeong haseyo back from Korea! Loved the shopping on the last 2 days of the trip esp Dongdaemun! Lots of steals and yipoyo (pretty) stuff. Weather was pretty cool there and had loads of fun with the sight-seeing and even visited the carousel that was used for the drama serial Stairway to Heaven that starred Choi Ji Woo my fav actress! WOOT! It was situated at Lotte World in Seoul. The rides were breath-taking and man did they defy gravity! Got me really high! The bungee machine was really cool and so were the roller coasters. Screamed my guts out man. But it was a whole lot of fun!!!

Common test coming...JIA LAT!!! Not really prepared for it i must say. Damn. Din spend my time wisely la. So now its time for payback. Just gotta make use of the time that i am left with and try to scrape through this coming common test. Sheesh!!

More updates on my trip nxt time. Doing some work now. Humph.

Lalalalalalalalala~~Looking forward to our class outing!! (=

/ 11:16 PM

back!

Wednesday, June 07, 2006 / 10:37 AM

ANCO Camp 2006

WHOOT!!ANCO CAMP IS OVER!!!!WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Yep. ANCO Camp 2006 has finally ended with a blast and i am glad the cadets had a great time. Wow campfire night was certainly unforgettable esp the CHICKEN DANCE!Haha..Everyone went wild with the dance. Then there was the friendship dance that saw Brandon and Chuling dancing HOLDING HANDS wor~~Can you imagine how ELATED the rest of us were?! Boy!

TO ALL ORIOLE MEMBERS: YOU GUYS ROCK!!

Anyway, the last day was really fun cos we did St John unite and man,was it loud! Heh heh~and we tried to do a break camp thing but then sadly, not enough manpower. BUT we manage to do it anyway. Did punishments with the cadets and well,we were really fierce and strict. Some of the cadets asked me why i was so fierce and scary? Well, its like that one lor.

But as a whole, I thought the camp was not too bad even though there were some glitches. Had loads of fun and now feeling the repurcussions of it.

My voice is damn sexy now.HAHA. I meant COARSE. (=

Went for a morning jog with my dad just now and feeling really refreshed after a cold shower. Heheh..And we saw some reptile! It was swiming in the canal slowly. For a moment i thought it was a crocodile. SCARED me man.

Anyway,realised sth during the camp.

"Good friends are like stars..You don't always see them but you know they are always there."

Problem is, i am starting to lose sight and touch of them.

Man! Run for the exit!!

Thursday, June 01, 2006 / 1:42 AM

broken in out

Lately.
I find that i like to find emphasis.
Like a map to refer to.
A number to call.
But now.
My compass is spoilt.
My map torn.
My phone dead.

Its like everyone has turned against me.
Leaving me to face the remains.
Abandoning at the edge of the earth.
All alone.

I try to search for your familiar smile.
The warmth.
The hug and kiss on my forehead.
Everything nice.
Then reality just stabbed me repeatedly.
Refusing to let me go.
Stabbed to his heart's desire.
Endless flow of blood.

I bleed and writhe in pain.
But it kicks me and slaps me.
Laughing at my sheer stupidity
and utter carelessness.
Well, I brought this upon myself.
So i can only look at it in the eye
and say I regret it.
That i am truly sorry and repentant.

All this, a test of faith?
Or just another puppet show.

BULLSHIT.