Wednesday, June 24, 2009 / 1:16 AM

I have always been a person who worries a lot. Worry about this and that. Perhaps it is not really worrying but being concerned about things. It does contribute a lot.

And there is this whole chicken pox scare that i am facing. Really don't want to see my efforts diminished and gone just like that. I really want to be there for the camp and fend off any nonsense!


I will be able to give my best. As youths we must challenge ourselves.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009 / 3:12 PM

Just like Freaks in the Funhouse, every time i pass by a reflective surface images of perfection spring to my mind. The desire and urge for belated metamorphosis.

Sunday, June 07, 2009 / 12:20 AM
raining in my heart

I loathe it when words fail to fulfill the role of communication. Like when words bounce off people and they don't get through. It frustrates me a lot and it pains me to have to resort to observation and plain waiting. I don't enjoy such uncertainty.

When i tell you something, give me a response. Like it? Dislike it? Want it? Don't want? Go? Stay? Simple replies are better than nothing, because at least that gives me a form of reassurance and that i know you understand. Being out of sync is not exciting, especially when it happens rather frequently.

Whoever says the corporate world is scarier than the student life? Perhaps the consequences of the corporate world may be heavier and dire, but it is not easy over here as well.

So what can a little pea like me do? HAHA besides trying to lose the flab and be healthier, i guess it helps to maintain an open mind and just heck it when things aren't that fabulous. You can't have cotton floss clouds and unicorns everyday :D

Tuesday, June 02, 2009 / 3:50 AM

Oh wow i am still awake now. Still in the clubroom and now inching into the second day of pre camp 2009! Haha it has been really tiring, with almost less than 3 hours of sleep over 3 days and a hell lot of things to do. Incessant running around, getting a sorethroat on day zero, diaphragm utilising, standing under the hot sun and blah blah blah.

And learning to deal with a lot of stuffs too. It's been a great learning experience and it felt good to work under pressure and finding myself utter some stuffs that i did not imagine that i would say. It was as if i could almost not hear the words that come out. Haha so surreal.

Some games are better left to be experienced by the freshies themselves. Shan't divulge too much here! Really hope that the freshies will come and enjoy arts camp as much as i did!

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