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Tuesday, November 07, 2006 / 10:15 PM
vexation Man i am so pissed nowadays. First there is the moving house, then there is my part time job and then there is school. Gosh. Really vexed with all the house things to do cos there is just so much money spent going around and i thought we should just restrict the spending on the furniture. But the master is a tough one. He does not yield no matter how rational and reasonable the cause may be cos he does not frigging care. He thinks anything can be done with money and we should just try to live the high life. Afterall, he's got the money. But i dun freaking agree with this warped mentality! Why must we try to be who we are not? Why are you not spending within your own means? Why cant you listen to others and stop being such a asshole and idiot? CAN'T YOU FREAKING LISTEN?!!? STOP BEING SO FULL OF YOURSELF!! Right. And now the worrying thing is table tennis. The truth is, i suck when compared to the rest on the team. Plus that knee injury is not going to get me anywhere but of course, i can try. Then there is still the temp job and well, it clashes with a lot of things. School, personal commitments and family. I feel so flustered. Like i am losing control on what are the priorities. HELP!!!! Then should i quit and throw in the towel like a frigging loser who cant even balance work and school? Sigh man. How i wish i had a sister here with me to analyse the situation and listen to me talk and help me out a little. Kind of torn between personal commitments and family. Its one or another, never both. Shucks man. I just hope that it will not always be ME who has to go see the furniture but perhaps one of my siblings can go. It just sucks having to go through one item after another and man, it frigging sucks. I dunno man. Maybe i should just hang in there. Try to work things out. ARGH I AM SICK OF ALL THESE!In deep need of advice and shrink and some chocolates will do :) |
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