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Wednesday, February 11, 2009 / 12:03 AM
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Sometimes you get so frustrated with things that you cannot change that you feel so stifled and so helpless. Someone's mistake that catches onto you and affects you in so many drastic ways. I want to shout out loud, to pour out my frustrations and woes to someone who can be there for me and provide me comfort. But i cannot possibly tell that person everything about me! Privacy, pride loyalty... All these things come into play. How i wish to just say whatever i want and confide in people because i am bursting with unhappiness and helplessness! There are some things that i cannot do to alter. Some things that cannot be ameliorated because i am insufficient to help. How can i make things better? I want to improve situations but HOW? Goodness. Though there are further things in life that one can lament about, i cannot help but feel that the weight of the world is on my shoulder. So many things happening, so little power. I NEED SOME POSITIVE DIVINE INTERVENTION! |
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