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Saturday, July 18, 2009 / 1:30 AM
Sometimes i wish i can be totally out of the situation, no need to get involved and no need for me to be there hearing your whines and complaints like the world is against you and you feel like a total loser. The fact is i hate weakness, especially when it is coming from someone older and supposedly more mature. You are supposed to be the strong one, being there for me in the midst of all these nonsense yet i am supposed to be your anchor now. WTH. I feel extremely bothered. Irritated and sick of all these. I sometimes feel like moving OUT and living on my own so that i don't have to face the same things over and over again. Yet i worry about you and how things will be. I hate the social stigma that you have to face and i hate to imagine the worst. I don't want to be burdened by so many things when i have a life to live, a dream to chase. There are so many things that i want to do but everytime i decide to take flight my earthly troubles pull me back down into place. It's getting to me. Just don't ever get married. |
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