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Monday, November 28, 2005 / 11:10 PM
anyone but him Listening to Gareth Gates's Anyone of Us. It can happen to anyone of us,anyone you think of.Some stupid mistake this persona made and got the girl really pissed. I hate this guy. Stop saying its not really your fault that something so drastic happened.That you had no idea she would do this.You keep saying that you merely wanted to help her out but i seriously think there's more to what you have been telling us. You say there's nothing between the both of you and ask for forgiveness.You really think we will believe all this crap?Shut up.Stop trying to think that it was not your fault that the "situation got out of hand".CRAP!!! I loathe you for being such a wimp. All right...I should stop sounding so angry.Afterall,people come and go in your life right?Yeah...No point getting too attached to something that you know will never last.Sheesh. It has been quite a while since grad tea.Went for job interviews but nothing falls in place.Seems like the folks don't really wanna hire some sixteen year old and inexperienced girl for just one month.Technically speaking,it's 31 days, to be exact.Cant really blame them of course. So what am i going to do?Learn a new language?Yeah...Been reading up on French from this pocket handbook to learning the language.Si vous plait...Merci..Oui...Bohnner nuit...Random.Or perhaps i could go learn some whimsical stuff like tarot card reading?Hee...Salsa?Hip hop?Wow...the permutations are getting me dizzy. But it feels so terrible slacking at home,waiting for time to pass.All right,i wasn't exactly slacking but have finished reading quite a few novels,mostly abt how A and B broke up or divorced cos B the husband is cheating on the wife A.Wife then finds a great job and had a great life then meets a new man and TATA!Happily ever after.And the setting is always in some place in Ireland.In fact, three books that i have read are set in the same town in Ireland with the same story line but different authors. Wonder what the rest are doing?They would most probably be nicely with a part time job or holidaying somewhere.Sheesh..Feels so empty inside.No hungry but just empty.Boredom seems to be filling me up. It has been a long time since i have been slacking to this extent.Well, Sec 4 wasn't of so much fun but just endless studying and cramming.Sleeping was something constantly insufficient of.Now i am having too much of it. All right,I should stop pigging myself out and get down to doing something concrete.Will be jogging tmr morning i guess.Smell the air,or polluted air as some may argue.Just feel the sun on my skin would be very nice indeed. |
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