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Tuesday, May 30, 2006 / 8:24 PM
WTF Seriously. Its all withering. Wind has stopped. Melting snow on the pavement. Dead leaves all around. I turn to look up at the skies. Grey. Threatening to drench me. With acidic tears. I crouch. Little pearls staining my shirt. Dirtying it. Blah. Monotony of the melody. Ringing in my hears distastefully. Tried to brush it away but it wouldnt move an inch. Stood there silently. Felt the cars pass by with such velocity. Daren't open my eyes for fear of what i might see. Disappointment and ugliness. Brushed my hair from my face. Set my eyes upon the skies. Same old thing. Sigh. Dread of what may come strikes fear in me. Tired of this refractory. Too cowardly to do the deed. Fear takes over me once again. Please. Give me a miracle. And she punched her fists into the wall,and let the blood flow. |
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