|
Friday, July 07, 2006 / 10:45 PM
STFU Obsessed with Spider Solitaire lately. The youth stared at his computer screen as he muttered to himself these words. Swift clicking sounds followed as his marks keep increasing, feeling the elatedness running thorugh his entire body. The middle-aged man hurls emotive language and points his fingers at his wife,making a big deal out of everything. The wife shouts back and it turns into an ugly public display of "affection". The young lady sits down at the coffeshop wearing her favourite hipster jeans, exposing her butt cracks and her ugly Pokemon underwear. Guess she never heard of boy shorts or better lingerie. The fat auntie hollers at her son to walk faster despite carrying a heavy school bag, and rattles away at her cell phone. Ears hurt. She climbs steadily over the fence and into a wild patch of overgrown hedges and grass. Ah, this is the land of never ending freedom? How wild. How isolated. How sparse. Is this all that she has dreamt about? Dreams lie. Deceiving piece of shit. He slaps himself hard as he sits in the conference room,waiting for the meeting to begin. Why am i thinking of dying? Am i that sleepy? What's wrong with that man sitting opposite me?Is he trying to do something?Am i going to get hurt?!!? ~^~ It looks at everyone in despair and walks away into the distance.It no. 2 shakes its head and turns to leave. It no.3 wants to stay despite everything. Innocence,self-love and hope. Ah,the sugar-and-spice-and-everything-nice realm never existed. A facade!How silly.Slams head against the wall and comtemplates. One wonders why do people like to pretend? Pretend like they are suffering because of a relationship and stuff and that they are going to fail a driving test? Why do people not think deeper and try to grasp control? Why are we born to go through so much unhappiness.. I think about Samuel Becket's Act Without Words alot lately. Seems so true about humanoids. Like we are forever trying to pursue things that don't last and all that. But unlike the character, humans continue to do that after failing once or twice or more. Stubborn creatures arent we. Its been tiring enough trying to deal with people. Maybe i shall just hibernate myself and protest myself with a thin piece of veil. Some sort of defence huh? Me getting all gibberish again. |
|