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Sunday, August 27, 2006 / 12:08 AM
irony It is so ironic. Everything in refractory. Me trying to breathe. Ok. Went to library today and there was this really smart couple sitting beside me. Think both of them are J2 from the top 2 JCs and they seem to be really hardworking and intellectual, solving any math or physics probelm they encounter. It was so enjoyable watching them cos well, they are so cute and sweet and the guy is absolutely caring and nice to his girlfriend. I kind of imagined how beautiful it would be seeing them walk down the aisle and have a great life together. Ok..Kinda imagined too much though. But they really make me envious. Now feeling really hollow.Some things don't turn out the way you want it to be. Anyway, promos are in less than 5 weeks. And i am starting to freak out. I mean wah~i really don't know how eh. Its like i have no confidence in any of my subjects. And i gotta get a B for Math at promos in order to pass the subject and i am telling you that is IMPOSSIBLE. SHUCKS. Man...I dun wanna fail anything! Looking on the brighter side of life, Teacher's Day is next week! Haha..Got some cards and presents ready. Hope to catch up with my friends too. You know love is always so burning that it hurts sometimes? So now i revel in watching My Lovely Samsoon every weekday night 10pm on channel u. It sort of makes me feel better about everything watching how the male lead tries so hard to go after his ex only realising he loves samsoon and how the other guy also fights for her affection. Some kind of temporal relief, i guess. It makes me feel safe being able to predict what may happen in the story and even if something sad happens, i will not feel so affected that i burst into tears or weep silently. Feels good to know what's coming next. Now i feel oblivious to everything. Like trying to coop myself in this bubble and not think of anything else but my studies. Afterall, there is no point. It makes me feel sick thinking of how foolish i was, trying ways and means to be noticed. So dumb! Anyway, i feel relieved and happy. Haha..More pics from TIP coming up next! |
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