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Sunday, March 08, 2009 / 3:11 AM
men and women I think sometimes i do silly things. Like hankering after the impossible or tend to assume that things will be okay. But sometimes in life you have to get your hopes and dreams utterly smashed, learning it the hard way to give up some things and accept the outcome, regardless of whether you are happy with it or not. Right now i am trying my best to type out my SS research paper, and it is one mean feat. There is a blight in my head, and i cannot get rid of it. It is not really writer's block, but just some reservations about the way things are progressing. Some times i think i can identify with the lead actress in 200 Pounds Beauty. The need to be yourself comes across so strongly, the desire for freedom and to be loved the way you are... impeccable. But hello, this is a world obsessed with appearances and presentations that who the hell stops and explores your inner beauty? And men are more often than not too attracted to certain body parts than to really stop and take a closer look at the person. A friend of mine once told me that all men are visual animals. If they like what they see, they continue their interest then begin to hear. Guess i may just leap into a long entry discussing about men and women! haha. But really, it's true. Any girl who decides to desert her comfortable slacks and dress up would surely invite leers and stares at her. A little bit of make up, a slap of confidence, some right clothes and VOILA things change. But if a girl were to remain in her comfort clothes and at-ease behaviour, sometimes it just does not give off the right mood and scent, akin to what Edward would feel towards Bella. The RIGHT scent. Yet how many times do women proclaim that they want their men to love them for who they are? Baby, baby when you’re looking deep in my eyes I know you’re seeing past my make-up Into the little girl that used to hide out and cry When her parents fought Tryin’ to be strong You can see the hurt in me The cover ups so secretly And all that I aspire to be You see, you see You know who I really am No entourage or caravan And do u even give me a damn About all that, tell me [Chorus] Would you love me if I didn't work out or I didn't change my natural hair I could be the one you want to grow older with, baby I’ll give you all that I got See, I don't mean to scare you now and push you away Cause I’m not tryin’ to rush anything But when i look into your eyes I'm not scared you'll say, I see little you, I’m in the picture too Like a happy family tree We’re together constantly This could be eventually We’ll see, we’ll see But all that I have got to know Is with me baby will you grow Through sun and rain and heavy snow Oh tell me so now baby [Chorus x2] [Will.I.Am:] It’s as simple as one and two I’m in love with you And three and four You’re all I adore To the seven and eight See I’ve been making mistakes Cause when you’re on my mind I just cant think straight Back to the five and six I’m all in the mix and I'm all into you Without the lipstick Without the L’Oreal You remain the same angel that I fell for For real, for real [Chorus x2] (www.elyrics.com) LOVE that song. Totally describes it. So in the wee hours of the morning, i type away at the computer, wondering if you will ever be able to look past the crowd and see me. |
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