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Sunday, April 19, 2009 / 5:52 PM
exams are making me go berserk I guess now is the time where everyone is stressed and afraid of the impending exams. But then there are still some people who are extremely prepared already and are enjoying the week leading up to the finals. I am totally unprepared. In fact, stress is never good to have. It makes me on the brink of tears sometimes, thinking about how am i going to digest 3 months' worth of readings and knowledge so as to prep myself to be able to take the finals. All i want is to be able to get at least cap 3 for this sem. It is not a pretty sem to have. Worst as compared to last sem i must say. Still i feel as if everyone else are more prepared than me. Sigh, the bell curve is going to put me to my death. Especially for Inequalities and Literature. Both mods reduce me to an inferior being. And then there is still soci of tourism, which has me completely befuddled and well, confused. Family is still understandable, yet there are so many things about it that gets me pretty nervous too. Singapore Society encompasses EVERYTHING. With mods like these, i feel as if i totally wasted this sem. In fact, i cannot recall how i spent this sem. Everything is a blur. Guess that is what happens when you go with the flow and somehow time just swishes past you. No one can help me but myself, i knowwww. HAIZ!!! Gotta study as much as i can for this week, and pray for the best :D Labels: exams, stress, suicidal |
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