Tuesday, July 21, 2009 / 12:47 AM
I think i am at my weakest point in life right now. And i really yearn for a pair of strong arms to fully embrace me, telling me that he will be with me all the way and that everything will be ok. But nothing of that for now though.
I am tired. It's just like driving on the highway, at a maximum speed. At first you think it's interesting, engaging and well, exciting. But after sometime, you just want to leave all these behind and take on another engagement. Just like wanting an exit off the highway, I want out too.
In the midst of all these emotional tug-of-war and incessant showers, I am alone. I want someone to be there for me, supporting me and giving me so much love. To be able to bask in comfort and not to have to be so worried and upset. Perhaps it is because everyone thinks that i am a strong person that is why i have managed to not show any signs of fragility or weakness. Everyone sees me and they go, ah this person is strong and resilient.
But just like any other human, there will always be a weakest link.
RAHHHH i dunno. Very very tired. I have no time for small things. I just know that i need to be there for everyone and i have to be strong no matter what. I know just that.
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