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Tuesday, April 13, 2010 / 10:23 AM
you! I cannot stand trying to understand you. You are so hard to be figured out. Sometimes i get so sick of trying to know what you are thinking. Are we even friends? Like i treat you as my really good friend but look at your idiotic response. How am i supposed to react? I feel so stupid, do you know that? It's like i am trying so hard but all i get are curt replies and you don't seem to care. Do you even bother about me? Why do i have to try to get your friendship? I am sure i am just another tool for you to step ahead and you only need me when i can contribute to your popularity or i can help you out or something. I don't know what to think of you anymore. Sorry just had to vent a tiny paragraph. Haha. I don't have to be so disturbed. Anyway i had a productive time studying in school today. Quite not bad. Feels good to study in school instead of at home. Love the lights there. Feels so much more studious instead of being cooped up at home lah. Walked home after dinner with SY, had lovely salted fish and chicken strips fried rice at Chinatown. Loveeed it! And as i was walking i was breathing in deeply. The air here is so clear, so flavourless. Like there is just cold crisp air. Singapore air smells a lot nicer. Haha a mixture of pollutants, humidity and home. Awwwww i hate being homesick! But i guess it's only temporary. It's just the exams that are getting to me, and i still have 1 more research paper to do! DAMNNNNN :| First exam is this Thursday, and i have not fully begun. Think i will start tmr. Still gotta plan my research paper and start typing it soon. Start tmr too! And i think i will enjoy SEP more when the exams are all over and the travelling starts. Whoo love to see the world. And just go everywhere and be everywhere as much as i can, enjoying the wanderlust that i am entitled to, for now. Cheers Shuli! FIGHTING :) |
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