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Wednesday, July 28, 2010 / 5:39 PM
change is now! Time to reflect and make changes! Was really tired today and actually missed work. Seems to me that i am kind of irresponsible haha. But menial labour! Nice catching up with everyone yesterday night over steamboat. It feels really great to be able to sit around with everyone, eating, drinking and chatting about everything. Laughter filled the whole club house and i must say we left the venue a little sadly, since the night was over just so quick. Loved the champagne. I love champagne, although they are so bubbly and filled with so much gas. Champagne buffet some day! Along with strawberries, chocolates and seafood. AHH. School is starting in like 2 weeks, and i must say i am so super not looking forward to it. Was a little depressed last few days over my academic path, and i am sad to say that the sociology department has not been the most caring. But it's okay, since NUS is a place where students take almost full responsibility for the things that happen to themselves. Indemnity! And o week is coming this saturday. A little looking forward to it, and the first few times i actually don't have to help out nor be in action before that. Just have to turn up. I don't know. It feels kind of stranger and a little cold, the lack of warmth from the people and sometimes a strong sense of repulsion from some. I truly feel that people should be more open and forgiving, and try to make up for their shortcomings or wrongdoings. Like i am trying to now too. It is never too late to repent and change things. I want to do so too, that is why i am trying now. In any case, having tried out something and failed is better than failing without knowing why. Gosh, i kind of miss McGill all of a sudden. The life, the scenery, the evening sky, the walk home and the smell of freedom and independence. AND new york city being only 8 hours bus ride away. Gawd i am so going to miss all this! Wish i was going on exchange THIS semester instead :D Anyway! Gotta pull up my socks and stop being so full of negativity. There is always something to look forward to, be it a sweet treat or a glass of champagne. More glorious days ahead, i am sure. |
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