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Sunday, December 18, 2005 / 11:13 PM
wind Well, it's night again. A day has just gone past like that. It is such a relief to be able to see the sun when u wake up the next day. It is plain scary to think that once you fall asleep, you may never wake up again. What if your heart decides to go on a long vacation and stops beating? What if you suffer from acute cardiac arrest when you are at your happiest moment? Sheesh... I really love my life and myself. I want to see the world. I want to meet lots of people and get into a really wonderful relationship that leaves me feeling like the most fortunate person. What if life decides to deal me a blow that i will not be able to take? I know all these are "what ifs", but there is still a possibility that things do happen at random. I may sound like someone who is over-reacting and too timid but recent events have made me cherish life for the way it is. Not trying to promote the Singapore Heart Foundation here, but i really think that our heart is a really miraculous and sophisticated organ in the whole human anatomy. It never rests and pumps blood to the rest of our body every second in every day of our lives. Like a faithful servant, the heart serves us, its masters, dutifully and yet never complains a bit. It just works silently and quietly, ensuring our survival. My heart, have you heard me? Please don't ever stop beating. I know its herditary but please just continue for my sake. You are the greatest part of me and just press on. Hmm... I sound like a dying person huh? Well, i am not. People feel differently under the moonlight and with all the emotions surging, i just cant help but to feel melancholic for a moment. Whenever i think of how fragile a person is, i shiver in fear. I mean, how long can our lives last? 80 years?70 years? Or even lesser? If our lives are truly that short, should we not make it worth remembering? True, life is VERY SHORT. Would a man on his death-bed whine and sigh that he should have spent more time at his desk instead of having joy and precious moments with his family? No... He would hope and wish with all his strength to be able to turn back the arms of Time and to be able to spend more time with his family instead of busy earning money for others. Then why do people use their limited lifespan on fighting and staging a cold war? Isn't that very wasteful? Really, it's plain stupid to do that, bickering and not seeing eye to eye on everything. The name-calling, shouting, fingers at throat, eyes rolling... Are those really necessary? Contemplate and weigh the pros and cons. Imbeciles. All right, guess i sound too angry and " screw the world!" back there.As i have said, it's all because of the moonlight. School is starting real soon, and its hello Jurong! for me. Well, haven known of much people who are going there except Benjamin and Thar Er. Whyyyyyyyy?!? Why so little people? So folks, if you are reading this entry and u happen to be posted to JJC do drop me a note or IM me. Chingay training tmr and we gotta present our item to the PA folks and they will deside to scrape or retain our item for the actual day. I hope we will do a great job and scare the shit outta their pants! WE WILL AND WE SHALL! Dido has really got a great voice and listening to "White Flag" right now. To all fellow bloggers out there, listen to Jars of Clay and Jadon Lavik! Have a nice life. |
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