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Wednesday, February 01, 2006 / 3:03 PM
betrayal Your sparkly eyes have gone. Your earnest smile is lost. Your warmth has chilled. Your hug is stiff. I wonder what has gone wrong? Why don't you love us anymore? Why do you have to lie again and again And make things never the same You say its nothing Its just a transition period But the frequency has increased And i cannot trust you anymore You speak of all the great things in the world You hold me like i am your precious little one Holding my hand and patting my head Promise to love me evermore So what exactly went wrong? How come you are not the person i used to respect? Someone disgusting, dirty and damned A person for me to loathe You think we will never know About all the things you lied about I just don't know what is right or wrong Or should i believe in life anymore. Please... Come back. Stop pretending you love me and that you are doing all the right things. I just cannot trust you with all the truth that keeps unfolding. I don't want to hear you speak! I feel so afraid and i don't know how loud it will get. When will it happen again, what will they talk about... Its just a vicious cycle that threatens to destroy. Tears trickle and i cower in fear, but what am i supposed to do? Sigh~ the myth of powerlessness shows its ugly end. Those who lie shall have their tongues cut off. |
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