Tuesday, February 21, 2006 / 9:02 PM
mu mu um um Another day has gone past just like that and i felt kind of empty inside. Like it drifted through my fingers without me even realising. Like sand or water. Maybe i am being too melancholic because of some incident that remains indelible in my mind. Haha... Perhaps i should be more "lac" and take things easy? Well, reality is never too kind you know. Morbid. Gothic. Angst. Alright, i believe there must be some sanguinity left in me to overcome this sudden influx of negative emotions. Perhaps i should be looking forward to the daily banter of my friends and simply the smell of fresh mint; the constant laughter and giggling. Yeah... That was really sweet. Perhaps i should somehow indulge in books right now. It is something that is inexpensive ( you should see the way i spend money when i am down or extremely happy) and extremely enjoyable. Well, i certainly am not an extreme case of a shopaholic but i have to admit i sometimes am one indeed. BUT... Books don't really depreciate in value do they? Oh well, we'll see if i will actually do what i say. Went back to swiss today and had a lot of interrogation and questioning from the teachers about sj stuffs i had no idea abt. Goodness gracious, i think i am kinda rusty. Helped zel to train the team for a while before heading to the shops and bought dessert for the family and breakfast for tmr. Pretty normal, except wit hall the talk about H3 lit in english and its like a mini thesis! Freaked the bejesus outta me. Right, tmr is the chinese speech competition. How wonderful to be "nominated". Guess i just gotta go and try my best. Afterall, its not all about winning but experiencing eh? *twitches eyebrows* Okay~~~Whatever. |
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