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Tuesday, February 14, 2006 / 10:08 PM
whacked in the head Wham! Swoosh! Bang! Ka-boom! This is what's going on in my head right now. A whole load of confusion.Will i be on par with the rest in a totally new environment? Will i be able to adapt? Will i be able to make friends? Just as Siew Kuang says, its better to have some motivation to push u forward to want to be able to do well like the rest rather than to be complacent by thinking you can always stay at the top.Hmm~ but the problem is does it always happen that way? I am stuck in a shit hole. Filled to the brim till my chest that i cannot breathe. The rest seems to have a destination in mind ages ago while i seem to be still loitering the streets, floating aimlessly like some wild spirit. How come they already began with an end in mind? Goodness gracious, i feel really lost right now. Really wonder if the choices i make are right and am i being over-ambitious? Am i expecting too much from myself? Or perhaps i should just stick to my guns and chase after what i want? Hmm~ talk is free. Or i could just stay at a on-par level and just be a normal person. I guess that's why some ppl chose the path they took so as to shine brighter. Hmm! Really worried and confused now. WHERE EXACTLY?!?! GRR~~~ Follow my heart is it? Haiz. Very sleepy now. |
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