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Tuesday, November 04, 2008 / 9:12 PM
high school musical 3  AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!Infatuation is really... CRAZY man.You cannot stop thinking, cannot stop wondering and sometimes it just gets to your head. Haha. Ok enough. ANYWAY! There are less than 4 weeks to the exams and i am so not thrilled. Really scared for myself because the motor refuses to be started. It feels as if it is still in a holiday and partae mood rather than really settling down and do some serious work. SIGH. Then there are a million things going on and there is this spark of envy in me that i cannot extinguish with contentment. UGH. And sometimes i wonder if i should think about some stuff, and then settle it. And there are times i wish someone was here to help me make the right decisions and give me courage to execute them. WHY WHY WHY.. There is always this void beside me, and one day i wish the right person can come along and fill it up. Someone who is better than me in everyway. Funnier, smarter, taller (MUST), more outgoing, enthusiastic, well-groomed, friendlier, sportier, more encouraging, more loving... Someone who loves me wholly and truly. BUT its kind of a Disney sort of dream to ask for so much and half expecting all these to be fulfilled. So while i try to survive in this thriving REALITY, i keep my options open, hopes low and go about my daily life. And i guess its okay to be single, going about as free as a lark. aww...so sweet. OH YEAH. HSM3 was good! Had my eyes glued to the screen the whole time and i must say the dance sequences are FABULOUS! WHOO! Man it would really be cool if i can dance like that! But oh wells the movie has most certainly inspired me! Gosh it will take some preparation. HAHA. Go watch the movie! If some guy does what Zac does for me, GOSH I WILL SO MARRY HIM. yay!  |
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