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Monday, July 27, 2009 / 4:28 AM
adversities  to be like the lotus flowerEmotions can get high and very real, regardless of whether you expect them or not. I enjoy watching Boys Over Flowers now, it becoming somewhat like my avenue of escape. The romance, the drama, the situations all seem so fantasy like, and indeed they are. Sometimes i identify myself with Geum Jan Di, with the both of us being strong and trying to survive and overcome any adversities. Being strong seems like a good trait to have, but sometimes i would rather not be strong and let someone comfort me for it. And not to appear strong so i can seem to take all the fault or pressure. But alas i don't play the game as it is suppose to progress, so at times i upset expectations. I break through. Times like these makes me feel like i should always tell myself that i can do it. I will be able to. Although from time to time a small voice in me screams and wants out. Telling the truth will set you free, of course in various ways that may disappoint, anger or come to regret. But i am glad the rock is off. It pains to prolong suffering, so although it may hurt it is wise to nip it in the bud. Now, seclusion is a luxury not many can afford. Got to keep moving on, and not let the world hamper me in my endeavours. I have to raise money for SEP and make wonders to my own life.I will always challenge myself. Money spent can be earned again. Clothes torn can be mended. But time and tide waits for no man. And you've only got ONE life. So i will live mine with pride and dignity. |
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