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Wednesday, May 12, 2010 / 12:50 AM
vegas Here in Las Vegas, where everything is bright and glitzy, almost of a state of opulence and sometimes just bordering on being too tacky. Last day in Vegas, and going to catch a plane to San Francisco later. After that i will be heading back to Montreal and then it's Singapore! Somehow looking at facebook photos, skype conversations, msn conversations and emails, i find that the gap between people sometimes does become bigger with time. You can't help but think that distance exacerbates problems. Conversations become highly superficial, with a few exchanges of words before all fall silent. Then you say your byes and ttys and that's pretty much it. Or you ask for favours and all that and become really distant when favours cannot be done for you. It's quite strange that such things happen to me. Somehow, it affects my mood when i am thinking of how it would be like when i head back to Singapore. It's going to be another intensive round of immersion and trying to fit in again. But really, true friends would make you feel back right at home immediately. So i guess i am banking on my true friends, people who i can rely on for support, people who i know that i can call them up even at 4am in the morning and go for spontaneous outings wherever and whenever. That means i have a few days to discover who they are and where they really sit in my heart. So emotional huh? HAHA cannot help it. Having gone on exchange it makes me feel more sensitive and sometimes i have a different perspective than i used to have on life. I wonder if that is good. But in any case, i really wish to be rid of all these nonsense and be able to enjoy the remaining of my vacation. Not that everything is supposed to be this gloomy, but HECK I WILL LOVE MYSELF MORE. Perhaps it's time to re-organise my priorities. |
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