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Monday, April 19, 2010 / 3:24 AM
raining  umbrellas for sale! knuckles as steel! only cost a life! Well i guess i sometimes trust people too easily, thinking that they would reciprocate me the way i hope or expect them to. It's silly how old-fashioned my thinking can be. It's raining here again. Heavens crying for somebody. Very cold afternoon, trying to get my laundry down but somehow someone is always using the washing machine. Pissed. I wanna wash my bag of clothes! Research paper due Monday, which is tomorrow, and exam on Tuesday morning. Ba ba boom! And yes i worry if i may return and feel awkward, having been displaced and detached for quite some time. These are not unfounded worries. Some people claim to be there for you no matter what, and that the feelings will never change. Let me just helpfully remind you that such things only happen in the movies or anything that is scripted and filmed. Goffman's role theory okay. So whenever people tell you such things remember, DON'T BELIEVE THEM TOO EASILY. That's why we love to watch Korean/ Taiwanese/ Japanese dramas, in particular idol dramas, so that we can fulfill our desires for such things to happen to us. But i still love to indulge in these dramas, just watching and making myself laugh and swoon over how cute handsome hot sweet these guys are :) All right, rainy day at my table with a good cup of milk tea. Let's go baby. |
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