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Monday, September 24, 2007 / 1:05 AM
attack of the cannot-stop-shopping syndrome I think i have a problem. I seem to delight in retail therapy sometimes. I know it is not supposed to be encouraged but i feel so terrible with the amount i spent on clothes just this 5 days. It is bad, i know, but i want clothes. I admit i don't need them but hey, the clothes were certainly worth the dough. Nice tweed-like shorts, a sweet button up top, a zara tee, a flowy knee-length skirt and the ASD t shirt. Oh and 2 new pairs of socks. Sheesh.I may have to live on bread or worst, water for the rest of the week. And talking about the rest of the week, i fear for the WORST. We are getting back our math paper 1 on tue, which is correctly speaking, tomorrow. And math paper 2 will be ready on friday. Meanwhile, i bet my econs tutor must be having seizures at his seat or his veins are almost ready to pop at the sight of my answer script. I am almost hearing his sigh as i type now. I go for so many consultations and seeked so much from him yet i am worst than someone who hasn't. And i really let him down i guess. It doesn't matter how many consultations you have been to or how many essays you have written and submitted for him to mark. As long as you flipped or you go complacent, poof! all the efforts go down the drain as easy as you flinch. I hate it man. The feeling of disappointment all the time. I loathe to get back GP too. Everything is just terrible and horrible, even more shocking than seeing the movie poster of Rose McGowan's movie character with a machine gun as a leg. I am having troubles sleeping at night. I toss and turn around but i can never seem to fall asleep proper. It disturbs me that i cannot have a good night's sleep even though i have had a long day. I don't know what exactly is wrong but i was just wondering if this could be caused by me studying for too long in my bedroom. Maybe I carried all the tension and stress from my study table all the way to my bedtime? That could be possible, judging by how restless i have became. And it has gotten regular these days, unabling to fall asleep and i had to toss and turn around in bed for about an hour or so before i force myself to gradually fall asleep. I've tried lavender massaging oil with the hope of relaxing so that i can sleep easier. Though it works, it is tentative at times. Sometimes i respond good to it, sometimes it keeps me awake. Boo. I have no idea about "curing" this sleep thing. Meanwhile, lavender massage oil is my best alternative. Oh yeah and there was Singapore SOKA Association SD (Student Division) concert today at Tampines ICA and man, was it a BLAST! The crowd was so huge that the audience seats extende all the way out to the lobby from the main hall. Everything was just plain awesome and there were lots of new friends and faces around, so it made everything more exciting and novel. The concert was themed as "Pintar el Futuro" or "The World is Yours to Change". It showcased many videos that raised global issues ( perfect for some heated GP discussions or essays) and the performances were great. I loved the dance put up by TP cos it totally rocked the house! WHOO~~~ Then there was this fantastic singer named Tong Tong who sang a Cantonese song of Beyond's and boy, she was so good! Pitch perfect with awesome stage charisma. Loved her. Then there were song items by bands and yeah, it was a pretty fun experience. ASD then had a farewell for our dearest Xuanyou who is flying off to UK this wed for Imperial College. Sob sob! So gonna miss him. We sang "Peng You" and presented him with gifts. Xuanyou is so hilarious BECAUSE he took the scarf we gave him and turned it into a....TURBAN! -__- eh heh heh heh~ Ok lah that boy is funny. Saw him teary-eyed before we left and well, ALL THE BEST BIG GUY! Afterwhich the girls and i walked all the way from ICA back to Tampines interchange and we had dinner and some jalan jalan at the mall. Took some neoprints, bought a shirt and then went crazy for a while before we took the train home. Super beat but really happy. Loved being with the girls! Anyway, today is a brand new day. Gonna go study at je lib later in the day. I love you honey. |
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