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Tuesday, December 16, 2008 / 1:39 PM
Ugh. I am a terribly shy person who totally lacks the courage to do something adventurous. I see myself as someone who loves certainty and boundaries and rules. I function perfectly in my radius of morality and i enjoy fixed returns. So when the time comes for something quite out of my expectations, i will retreat into my cave and shiver it out. Then i curl up into a fetal position and i squirm uncomfortably with such prospects. And if i feel a sense of rejection or exclusion i will expel myself from any situation i am in and immediately delve into my comfort zone. And i know the above sounds almost contradictory. And some people may be smirking and also lambasting such choice of content. Oh well, life is full of contradictions and irony. So why bother so much? Going to step out of my circle again. |
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