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Wednesday, December 03, 2008 / 1:41 AM
gg OH MAN GOSSIP GIRL IS ADDICTIVE. And makes me put somethings into perspective. I realised how Blake Lively used the words "heightened reality" in most of her interviews whenever she is asked about GG. Well, that is not really true. Maybe the sex and the drugs part is exaggerated. But still the quality of the relationships in the whole series was very real. True and well, a tad explosive in nature. Honestly, i wish i was more like Serena in many ways. She is one neat character, she deals with her demons and try to help others deal with theirs. Not that she does a good job all the time, but still she tries her best. Gosh, i so don't wanna go all emotional and draggy right now. I just felt so so so stupid for having been so attentive and desiring for something, yet i got slapped in the face for it. It just makes me mad thinking about it. Like i have been a fool being toyed around for so looooong and in the end i get NOTHING.Perhaps i have learnt something, so that doesn't make it seem so wasted. Still, i feel dumb just thinking about things. My brother was just chiding me about it last week, saying that kids at our age should learn to take it. Not everyone can be who you hope they will be, and sometimes you just have to be prepared to get disappointed. He was telling me how i shouldn't be putting so much extra effort because a true friendship comes effortlessly. You don't force things, you don't make things uncomfortable. A true friendship is when honesty and trust take precedence over meeting up for lunch or go study together. Everything else is frivolous, like wearing socks over your shoes. Redundant. Frienships are meant to last when people truly connect, truly feel the sense of belonging to that bond. If people cannot commit and don't want to be part of the group, then its time to head out. Suck it all in, and walk away gracefully if you know you just can't and not be a bitch and bastard kind of thing. At least it makes everyone better off instead of being stuck in the mud. OHH. Fumes. Gosh. I feel so irritable at this moment. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Man i so need a breather. Some fresh air would do wonders. Clears up the mind and the accumulated dust. Sheesh. I guess interpersonal relationships are always complicated. Why should we make it worse? Like, stay. Dislike, leave. Ain't that simple enough? XOXO Labels: people |
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