Friday, August 28, 2009 / 1:29 AM
1.47am and it's raining

I wonder how can i feel again when strings are broken. Ties shaken. Truth hurts.

I somehow like James Morrison more and more.

Well its been quite a week, still very slack and feeling very unfit. Think its time to go exercise! Or do something that induces endorphins in me. Need to beef up my emotional status.

STUDY STUDY STUDY but i seem to procrastinate a lot.

Seems like i always think i know someone really well, but then when it comes to the crunch time it doesn't seem like that anymore. Or someone withholds truths from me. I don't know why. Someone told me that it's because humans are selfish creatures, so we always want to have the best things for ourselves. I never really liked to share things, so that perhaps explains why.

When i was little
I used to dream a lot. I wanted to be a singer, a lawyer, a dancer and air stewardess. Then i grew up, and realised that i don't have a singing voice, i cannot really debate very well, i have two left feet when it comes to professional dancing and i don't have a pretty face with a fab figure. So i kind of got on with life, not knowing what i want. The same goes for relationships. With friends and more.

Just now someone asked me what kind of relationship and guy do i look for. I dream of someone tall, not bad looking, intellectual, well-groomed, friendly, caring, humorous and fillial. So much to ask for huh?

I says that its tough to really find someone who is better than me in all aspects. That leads me to wonder why. HUMPH.

J and D says i expect too much. Really?

W tells me to chill and heck care.

WELL. I think its cool to be a nun. Don't know don't care. A steady stream of people.


ARGHHHHHH I WANT TO EAT STEAMBOAT NOW.

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All the love in the world, dear John