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Wednesday, August 12, 2009 / 10:25 PM
This is going to be an emo post. Like totally. This is my second day of school, and somehow i feel like i am lagging behind. Feels very tiring, very stifling. I don't know what has gotten over me and somehow my cheery self has been obscured. I hate this way i am feeling and i don't know what i can do to make this feeling go away. Perhaps it is the sense of detachment i feel with my friends, those who i have came to uni with. It just seems like they suddenly uprooted and left. We seem to have lesser things to talk about now, and if we bump into each other its really just a brief acknowledgment of each other's presence. It seems so forced and i wish i can make things better! ARGH. I want to go back to how we always hang out and all. O week has really drained me out in certain aspects, learning new things and having to deal with new problems that i never knew would happen. But in the process i have walked away with more to arm myself in life... For any such things that may happen again. Of course, i know i have to be wiser when i do things now. I need to get my mojo back. LIKE NOW. And perhaps i need more me time. To really find out what am i supposed to do. And stop being so ambivalent. SIGHHHHHHHHHHH. JIAYOU SHULI! :DDDDD |
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