Wednesday, October 14, 2009 / 1:03 AM
500daysofsummerandprollywinter


Just caught 500 Days of Summer and although i didn't take a shine to the plot since well, i am not very used to the shifty chronology, i thought it raised really good issues. Like how nothing lasts forever and TV and movies and pop songs LIE about true love and happily ever afters. And "best friends forever" seem like a lot of bull to me now.

So since nothing is eternal, why not just enjoy them while you can? Before it all fades away and loses its lustre? Or before we regret and ask the all-time favourite question of "what if?"

I hate to have the "i told you so" moment coming from anyone. It really doesn't help make people feel better too.

And i know that somethings will be SILLY when i look back, wondering why i had reacted that way instead of that way and blah blah blah. But most of the time this is purely on my side, not very mutual. Hate that how one party always gives in, makes time, pumps in effort but half the time it ends up wasted and not reciprocated. Just like what happens to Tom, like the sucky feeling he has after Summer got engaged.

It's like high and low all the time, and i am a person who likes consistency and certainty.

Perhaps that explains my anger, disillusionment, disgust and hesitancy. Gosh what the hell am i supposed to do about things?


But, it really takes two to clap. Never liked odd numbers so wth. Angsty post i must say.

CONSPIRACY THEORY. Hahaha. Perhaps it is just a self-fulfilling prophecy that i am playing so much so that the conspiracy theory just happens and takes its course. I get the shivers whenever i think about that. Yikes.

And the look of your face does not help whet my appetite.

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