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Monday, November 10, 2008 / 11:53 PM
shout it out I need a shoulder to cry on. I need a sand bag to vent all my frustrations. I need the sea so i can shout out all my grievances. I need a bottle of water to flush out all the accumulated anger. If only everything was that simple, like the washing away of a stain or sweeping eraser remnants off the table. So thereby, no need to hanker after the impossible. No need to subject myself to unnecessary emotions. Don't have to chase after something that desperately wants to get away from you. I wonder what is it in me that makes me so loathsome, so disgusting, so visceral, so unappealing. Just what is wrong with me? Oh well. Right now, the exams take precedence over everything. And for someone who is not that smart to begin with, i really have to work doubly hard. GO GO GO SHULI! |
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