Tuesday, December 22, 2009 / 2:13 AM
stay dandy Being emo and angsty is not stupid or silly. Slitting wrists and being abusive to yourself is not a crime. I need change. I need some sort of nirvana. I need a boost to my life. Lift me up from all the insanity and incongruity. Well, what's life if you don't experience hardship and sorrow? That doesn't make life the way it should be, or rather socially constructed to be? Everyone is born into this world, and as the noble ones like to put it, we are here for a reason and to fulfill our dreams and whatever. The pessimists say that we were born crying into this world, covered in blood and slapped on the buttocks, doomed to suffer. Meeting people is like an eraser generating friction. The longer you use, the more friction occurs and the more eraser sheddings you get. Not too sure if this analogy is right but i used it anyway. I wanna be like Lily Allen sometimes. Being so heck and carefree like her songs, so condemning of the world and its inhabitants in such a relaxed way that it seems almost biting to the touch. Sore to the ears. Like a lady with a big smile on her face and wearing gloves studded with daggers, giving you a slap across the face. Nice scars. I wanna feel how its like being Eleanor Roosevelt, or the Kennedys, or Mother Teresa. Just positive change, and knowing how your existence is a contribution to the world you live in, and not just a mere physical presence, adding onto carbon footprints. Perhaps i am going a little loony, but humans are noble savages? Restrained by the chains of society, forever being the cogs and appendages of the machines by those who control us through surreal means. Humans are unpredictable, like the colours of the opal. The morning comes, the people go to work, the neighbourhood livens up. Nothing stops. So hurry on, hop down the lindy lane, and embrace the new day once again. Whoo, let's hope everything and everyday is dandy. |
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