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Wednesday, April 25, 2007 / 10:37 PM
busy like a worker bee Ok today we had a talk for the Taiwan Immersion Programme at RJC for all the five participating JCs and well, i guess the audience had a good time listening to my speech and looking at all the videos and pictures we put up. Relinquishing those memories will be fantastic. School has been really tiring and i am almost half-dead everyday when i get home. Even my brother who is working gets home earlier than i do. My mum asks me how come i am so late everyday and its all because of chinese drama rehearsals for SYF and damn does it take a toll on me. Kind of turning in at like 1am everyday and waking up with reluctance every morning cos i am still tired from yesterday. Gosh i need a Kit Kat. And the worst thing is that I MAY NEED TO SEE MRS CHENG FOR MY CT RESULTS!!! It feels so horrible to look at your progress report and you realise you are scoring nothing but Ds and Es and an ugly U. I AM TERRIFIED. I wonder what the hell is wrong with me and that i am not doing well at all. It is so terrifying to see yourself slipping into a deep abyss. I don't wanna let my parents know that i am not doing well, especially my brother. I figured he will just reprimand me but yet again, it may just help to wake me up. So a tea session with the principal is inevitable. Sigh. Gotta rush off to do my literature essay and Probability tutorial and econs workbook after this entry. Wonder what time will i sleep tonight? Maybe tmr morning. I guess i sound like some whiner who just cannot manage her work well. Gosh what is my problem?I NEED HELP.NOW. You think you are good? Think again. There will always be someone better. |
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