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Sunday, April 01, 2007 / 5:06 PM
irritable bowel syndrome OK the Nationals for table tennis has begun and hell am i visiting the toilet more these days. I guess its all because of my nervousness and excitement that i just cannot contain and simply gotta let it out. Anyway, we had already played and won the first match. The boys did a brilliant job too. They were really good and i felt proud to be cheering them on. It will be my turn to play against meridian next tue and hell as i am typing this entry i can already feel the need to rush to the toilet. I am THAT nervous ok. Its my first time in a table tennis competition since primary six so imagine the horror. Actually it should be all right and i should not keep dwelling on this matter. But its all because of my self-imposed inferiority that i cannot seem to lighten up. BUT i should try my best right? After all we should all work hard to get to as far as we can as a TEAM. Really i should just chill a little and stop worrying incessantly. School has been all right, just that with the Nationals looming over me and the imminent SYF coming, i cannot help but feel smothered at times. Got back most of my common test results and SHUCKS MAN i flunked (again) Math and Econs. Damn. GP was a horrid E and i cant bear to look at my GP tutor in his eyes. It doesnt help that you are in the best GP class of the entire level and with all your peers practically acing the paper effortlessly. Boo. NVM la..Just try to not let them get me down. Had ASD orientation at Labrador Park yesterday noon and it was a la the Amazing Race. Guess most of the themes of orientations always revolves around Survivor or some reality shows. We had to complete tasks and score for cheers and teamwork and it was fun. Laughed a lot and cheered a lot. Made more friends too. Glad that the J1s had enjoyed themselves cos this orientation was for them to get to know more about ASD ( A-Level Student Division) of the Singapore Soka Association. COOL. But it rained just as we completed all the games, so it was all very lucky. Had songs and dialogues and it was so cute and sweet. Nice day to spend with all the Soka members. Some of them had to go for NDP rehearsals so we all left together. OK..The coming week shall be nerve-wrecking with the Nationals and studies. Praying for everything to go smoothly and for me to play well at my match and also to calm down. Feeling those butterflies in my stomach stirring up a storm again~~ JIA YOU JIA YOU!! |
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