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Wednesday, April 18, 2007 / 8:30 PM
fight it out CLDDS drama SYF is coming soon! Guess it's next sat and i am really uptight about this. Rather nervous in fact. Cos this is my first time participating in syf and hope everything turns out good. There were council elections today so the entire day was just stoning, eating, chit chatting, taking silly videos, pictures and drinking iced milo. So Eng Chiew, remember to send me the videos!I was the epitome of randomness and silly is my trademark. Ho ho. Just hope that they dun sabo me by putting those silly videos onto Youtube. Hell no. Ok my GP is getting really sucky. It's really BAD. I mean how bad can it be when you keep failing your AQ and then getting 2 marks for your summary? And you just keep getting the questions WRONG? Man i think i am getting stupid. I cannot perform up to par with the rest in my class. Not that i don't want to but it seems like i will never get there. I am trying but it's still not enough. Humph. What is my problem? Cant fathom. Even my fingers are getting retarded. I had to backspace a few times while typing the paragraph above. Grr. Guess stress just degenerates you. Anyway thinking of changing my blogskin sometime this month. It's getting too grey for me. Like GREY. *shivers* Maybe choose something light and feminine, or something goth or luxurious. Dad has been cranky again. Bet it's menopause. Gets on my nerves sometimes, or i just try to answer to his whims or just keep nodding my head. Wonder if i will become like that when i grow old, being fierce one minute and then asks you nicely if you have had dinner yet. Realised lately that I LOVE MY MOTHER ALOT. I dunno why but of late, i seem to miss her a lot. I use to take my mother for granted for a lot of things, like doing chores and cleaning up and etc. Ever since i learned to cook and make dinner, i finally appreciate how hard she works to keep this family going. She doesn't make loads of money, but her little efforts make us feel important and loved. She wakes up at 4am every morning and then prepares breakfast for us, leaving the house at 530am to catch the first bus for her part time job, not forgetting to give me a nudge to wake me up first. Then she works till noon and takes a long ride down to Pasir Panjang for daimoku at our SOKA centre. After which, she leaves for home. Then she has to prepare dinner, do the laundry, clear up after we are done and then sleep at about 1130pm. The cycle goes on until the weekends, where she gets some proper rest. I really take my hat off my mum, cos she is such a strong woman who takes everything in her stride. She does not complain and whine about her duties but takes them on duly, kind of reminding me of Jin Shun. The both of them are so so so alike. So i am going to bring my mothe rto watch "200 pounds Beauty" and hope she gets a good laugh and unwind a little. I WANNA WATCH "200 POUNDS BEAUTY"!!!  |
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