Tuesday, January 30, 2007 / 12:11 AM
a time travel machine caught up in the motion fatigue sets in i do not deserve such disrespect from you i have not done anything wrong just lived up to what i believe in yet i still reside in sorrow wonder how the world will be like if there was a time travel machine? would people use it wisely or simply do stupid things? would criminals use it to go back in time and undo their mistakes? would an unfaithful husband go back in time to prevent the affair from taking form? would a kid who had stolen from his mother go back in time and put the money back to where he took it? all the woulds and what ifs are so seductive that we mortals just keep using them. the fact is, once its gone, there is only regret and remorse left. no "let's put it this way" or "what if".strange how it seems that others keep telling us to cherish something or someone before you lose them, yet the majority of us never seem to heed this advice. human nature perhaps? so true, so true. but then to take it from another point of view, it is perhaps we have already taken things for granted that we do not bother to notice if they are even around. like how we always look for that shirt when we need it but chuck it way behind your closet when you don't. or like how some children always yell at their parents to hurry up yet wail and cry when they have passed on beyond. why cant humans just learn to cherish and appreciate? how ironic for us to be called humans, as a means to separate us from being pure animals. we are superior because we have the power to think and to differentiate, unlike beasts. but beasts have the power to love and to care, like how dogs and cats like to snuggle up and make us pet them. this sense of affection comes naturally to them, the supposedly inferior bunch. what about us? No. Humans do not like to show off their softer side. Then one starts to wonder: is the world slowly getting de-humanised? where have all the affection and appreciation and love gone to? people are just moving on like herds of cows and flocks of birds, but where is the destination? what exactly are you striving for? is it pure contentment when you have a car and branded clothings and savouring foie gras? Haha. The self questioning of one's very existence. A rather cliche but fervently forgotten topic. Something ppl hang at their mouths all day long without ever giving it serious thought. Perhaps its the night. I am feeling melancholic. tired you say? keep going till your legs fall apart and waist begs for a hiatus go on my girl |
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Friday, January 19, 2007 / 10:47 PM
TIP PICS |
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Thursday, January 18, 2007 / 11:19 PM
wad is their problem? Watching Prison Break and i got really pissed with some of the prison guards. I mean WAD IS THEIR PROBLEM?They extort money and then beat up those prisoners and all that atrocities. And people getting framed for committing a murder they never did. Sheesh.Feels really angry that innocent ppl are getting reprimanded or punished for something that is not their fault. But i guess there is really nothing much these people can do, since the world is never really fair to anyone. Sometimes i just hate some types of people in this world. They can be really smart, and when u try to ask them questions, they just pretend to not understand whatever you are saying and then look away, feigning ignorance. Why is there a need for this? It is not like you get dumber if you answer my question right? IF you are so smart, there is really no need to be afraid that others might get ahead of you cos u should be smarter than them to realise that before they do. Or there are some girls who pretend to be really nice and sweet to you but then deep down, they think you are a frump. They entertain you but just saying hi and hellos and pretend to have something in common with you but then you know all they want is to get at least a mile away from you. But then there are always exceptions. I know of many people who are what they are and they don't bother to put on a front or facade. They are just themselves. Maybe they do hide themselves a little but it's all right. Everyone has a little privacy, but not to the extent of pretension. Then there are those who are damn bloody straight forward but it's still a virtue cos they normally tell us the truth. They are WAAAAAAAAAAAY better than those acquaintances who sees you wearing this neon green and orange striped top yet still say it looks fabulous. That is why i sometimes like to watch movies and read books. It feels like its just me looking on as a third party, an invisible being who supersedes everyone and just there. Recently i got inspired by the movies Accepted and V for Vendetta and i thought they were really wonderful movies. There are just so much more to it than superficial hellos and wow that dress looks superb on you! Shucks man. Get Backers, this anime on Arts Central, is yet another one show i like. So hilarious, so fantastical and adorable. Simply love how the characters react to situations with ever zealous and steadfast optimism and enthusiasm. They are proactive, not reactive, and that is something i wish i could master properly. Anyway, really tired from a long day in school. Training and all that. Gotta keep persevering and trudge on! WOOTS!! Ironic how ppl fall in love easily then get out of it Are you sure you even like that person? Or was it just a one-off infatuation? Imbeciles. |
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Monday, January 01, 2007 / 11:44 PM
New Year Resolutions and Hopes :) Well, 2nd post for the new year,with a more sentimental tone. 2006 came and left, and it felt so surreal cos it was like a tornado that happened really fast. First was me getting into NJC and feeling like i do not belong there cos i was not there for the first three months. The PAE was really important and so is the orientation. So i felt really out of place and for several times, i hated myself for leaving JJC. I felt that i had left JJC, this nice cosy place for NJC, where people do not really say hi to strangers and show their reluctance in their obvious body language. Everyday, i just hope to end school and get the hell out of there so that i wun feel so awkward and out of place. Thinking back, i think i disadvantaged myself a lot cos i din get out there and made more friends and widen my social circle. Well i guess it was my inferiority complex getting the better of me. Afterall, i never thought i could get in there. But with 2007 here, i hope to tackle school with a more positive outlook and have a healthy paradigm of my environment. So i resolve to:
Goodbye 2006 and HELLO 2007! |
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/ 11:14 PM
HAPPY 2007!!! FIRST POST FOR THE BRAND NEW YEAR!!! 2007 is finally here and well, its a lot of things to look forward to. Anyway, i stayed up for the countdown ytd night and realised something. The favoured words and phrases of the hosts and celebrities were "show some love", "make some noise", "excited". And we should not forget the No 1 Hot favourite question was "So tell me, what is going through your mind now?" Bleahs... But i gotta say the hosts did a great job, and Jade Seah has room for improvement cos she looked so lost on stage. Perhaps she just needs more practice and she will get the hang of it. Just counted down in front of the TV and called ppl to wish them a happy new year. Quite nice to hear all the people you know scream and laugh over the other end of the phone. Warm fuzzy feeling. Then i decided to stay up to watch the first sunrise of 2007 and so after the countdown ended, i watched more tv but all the shows were quite boring and the internet was not working properly. Lazed around and did some math hols work and finished a paper and a half. Then fixed myself a mushroom lasagna that was microwaveable but it tasted really horrible so i discarded it after eating some. My bro came home at abt 4am, so i asked him to wake me up after my little nap. At 530am he told me he was sleeping soon so i went back to my room and concussed all the way till 11am this morn. DANG. No sunrise...I could have seen it cos the rooftop of my house faces the sea and the horizon would have been really beautiful. But its ok. Went out with the six chicks today with the exception of Shar cos she had to go out with her parents. Quite lethargic today but managed to do some shopping and got myself some tops. It was a nice outing la cos i got to see them after so longgggggggggg.. Ok gotta try to finish up the math and start on my geog research paper and econs essay. Humph..School is reopening and i dread it a lot. But i shall work hard and do my best!!! You must not know about me You must not know about me I could have another you by tomorrow So don't you ever for a second get to thinking You're Irreplaceable |
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